HIM

by:MIGS

"It's so hard to believe that nothing is permanent, even though the love that we thought would last forever. Why is like that? Why we can't maintain and control everything just for us to be happy."

That's my personal opinion about love! But you know, that opinion was change when I discover His love. I discover one thing, and that one thing explains everything, and that is, "THE ONLY PERMANENT IN THIS WORLD IS HIM." That Him is our GOD the FATHER, who let us feel His love by giving us His ALMIGHTY SON, Jesus Christ. And by letting us touched by the POWERFUL SPIRIT, Holy Spirit. His love will always be there even though in the darkest time of our lives. He will guide us, He will blessed us, and He will love us. He is the only permanent in this world, the only permanent lover of His creations.

surprises

Our life has a lot of surprises, some surprises that can change us a bit and some surprises that can change us from this to that. We can't stay away of that changes because emotions can really manipulate us whether we like it or not; we can't just close our eyes in every surprises that may put as in pain, for the reason that we can never tell when and where will that happened. Life always thrills us because as we go through our journey we always encounter a lot of unidentified destinations, unexplainable situations that may put us in a place where sometimes we're against of because of the previous encounter that make us recall things that can make us cry over and over again.

for you _ _ _ _ _ _

sensya nah ... alam ko nag-usap na tayo, pero ewan ko bah, hindi ko alam kung bakit GUSTO pa rin kitah, kung bakit MAHAL pa rin kitah .. ang drama ko ... pero its been 2 years ago since OUR LOVE STORY HAPPENED (ended actually) ... may bf kanah, ang dami ng nagbago, at ilang beses na tayong nag-usap ... pero ganitoh parin ang nangyayari, paulit-ulit parin ung nararamdaman ko ... nasasaktan lang siguro ako, pero alam ko naman naiintindihan mo dibah? cguro hanggang dito na lang talagah, sabi mo ngah KAPATID munah ako, hanggan dun na lang cguro tayo, PARA D AKO MASAKTAN AT PARA HINDI AKO MAKASAKIT ... ang dami kung naisip na plano para masira kayo, hahaha (ang kontrabida ko) ... pero kahit ganun, nagagawa at naiisip ko un kasi sobra kitang mahal, pero alam kung sobra mo siyang mahal kasi sobra ka rin nyang mahal ... I'M SO DRAMATIC, (haha) but please don't laugh, I just can't hide the feeling, the sadness inside me ... but don't blame yourself, kasi alam kung kasalanan ko toh ... PINAKAWALAN KO ANG ISANG BABAENG TULAD MO ... haist ... let me share you something, dami kung ka MU, txtmate, chatmate, cguro kasi CUTE at MABAIT ako (hahahahaha), pero walang nagtatagal, kaya shinare ko kay LARA at sabi niyah baka ikaw daw ung nakikitah ko sa kanila, then sabi ko, OO ngah ... un lng, hahaha ....

alam mo siguro e2 na talagah ung right time para mag move on totally na talagah akoh, even though this is not the right way to tell you this pero, kailangn nah talgah kasi ako lng namn talgah ang mahihirapan ... auko ngang sabhin o ipadama sau eh kasi ilang beses na taung nag-usap eh, pero gustoh ko lng talagang malaman mo para tapos nah, para hindi na aku ulit gagawa ng move para kulitin kah at para tawagin kang HABIBI ... NABABASA MO BA UNG SHOUTOUT MOH?, tama yan ipaglaban niyo ung puso niyo, kasi dbah malay niyo kayo talaga sa isa't isa, so DON'T GIVE UP ... pero ako, I'm signing off, kasi kailangan ko, at alam kung nalulungkot karin sakin, pero kailangn kasi e2 ung dapat, I GIVE UP W/ ALL MY HEART ... I assure you, hindi ko na ulit isisingit ung tungkol satin sa barkada at kahit kaninong kaibigan ko, hidni na kitah kukulitin, no more HABIBI ... I promise, pero syempre ung friendship, d naman mawawala yan eh, kahit medyo ganito ung nagyari, andito parin akoh KUNG KAILANGN MO AKO (cguro kung kailangan mo na lng talgah ako, auko ng ireach out ka para d ako umasa ng kapalit, kaya gusto ko ikaw magsasabi, HEHEHEHEHE)... bastah alis mo na lng ako sa featured friend mo para d magalit si banjo, para d kana tawaging HABIBI ...

"this message is a byebye, but not in our friendship, but to the love that I keep on expecting from you ... kasi dibah sabi mo dati maraming pwedeng mangyari? ... pero ngayon, wala ng mangyayari, para wala ng expectation ... salamat rin pala sa pagexperience ng love, kasi dbah dati sabi ko d ako naniniwala sa love, pero nung umalis ka sa buhay ko, aun NASAKSAK AKO NI KUPIDO"

...e2 ung poem na ginawa ko sau nung JANUARY 6, 2009 sa blog ko, gustoh ko lng ishare, may karugtong payan eh, binura ko na lng, hehehe...:

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

for a special girl

When I Noticed You... I've seen a THOUGHTFUL girl...

When I Met You... I find you NICE...

When I've Known You... I've got a FRIEND...

When You've Loved Me... I've got CONFUSED...

When I've Loved You... You were TAKEN...

PS: tnx for being a true friend, and tnx for the wonderful memories ... GOOD LUCK, GOD BLESS, and GOOD BYE...

sumasang-ayon ako!

Ang sarap pagmasdan ng mga batang naglalaro, kung tutuusin dahil ito sa kadahilanan na hindi pa nila naiisip ang mga problema at ang mga bagay-bagay na masasakit sa kanila. Oo, nasasaktan sila! pagnaipit, pagnadapa, o paggutom! ngunit hindi pa nila nararamdaman ang mas malalim na sakit, siguro dahil kuntento ang mga bata kung ano ang nakikita ng mga mata nila, kadalasan nagtatanung ngunit hindi na naitatanung kung anu ba ang pakiramdam natin sa nagyari. Masarap talagang maging bata, kahit magkamali napapagalitan lang ng kaunti, hindi tulad ngayong nagiging parte na tayo sa mga sumasang-ayon, nagiging mas kumplikado ang lahat sa atin, sa bukas na ating haharapin dahil sa mga taong nakapalibot sa atin, na laging nakamasid hanggang magdilim.